Memoirs of my Self � � �

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2006-04-08 - A pound a day
2006-04-05 - Back in black - well in fat anyway
2004-10-27 - Too stupid for my own good
2004-10-27 - The debate
2004-10-26 - To lie or not to lie, that is the question
2004-10-25 - He's still spying on me!
2004-10-20 - Too Sensitive
2004-10-20 - Fasting again
2004-10-19 - Don't look at me
2004-10-19 - Must get to 120
2004-10-18 - The Punishment
2004-10-18 - Just me and my laxies
2004-10-18 - This bingeing must stop!
2004-10-13 - My favorite thing to do
2004-10-12 - This time last year
2004-10-11 - Work and home
2004-10-07 - Pitifull
2004-10-06 - From the fattening Silence
2004-09-07 - Out of Control
2004-09-06 - I'd rather have the pain
2004-09-05 - Wiped
2004-09-04 - Guess What!?
2004-09-03 - Growing pains
2004-09-01 - S is for starvation.... I mean September
2004-08-14 - Wimp
2004-08-13 - He didn't mean it
2004-08-12 - No dress for me
2004-08-06 - Health
2004-08-04 - Fairie Affair
2004-07-16 - Gaining!?
2004-07-11 - Comprehension
2004-07-10 - Goddessfest
2004-07-10 - Therapy
2004-07-10 - Recent Events
2004-07-09 - Back in the Game
2004-06-14 - Fat and Ugly
2004-07-12 - Affirmations
2004-07-12 - Profit from Loss
2004-07-12 - Freedom from my bonds
2004-07-12 - Please don't make me....
2004-07-12 - Turning 18
2004-03-06 - Update - I'm still around
2003-07-27 - ED-NOS
2003-07-13 - Less
2003-07-10 - Do You Want This?
2003-07-09 - Shadow Girl
2003-05-11 - The Dance
2003-04-24 - What is anorexia?
2003-04-24 - Skinny people
2003-04-24 - My hair cut
2003-04-22 - Hair
2003-04-21 - Competition
2003-04-20 - Easter
2003-09-17 - "Do you think we work at it? "
2003-09-17 - FUCK!
2003-04-15 - Getting healthy
2003-03-06 - OMG!
2003-03-05 - Thin please
2003-03-04 - Damn big boobs
2003-03-04 - Eating Out
2003-03-04 - Seeing the boss
2003-03-02 - Binged - more details then you want to know
2003-07-01 - Goals
2003-03-01 - Control
2003-02-28 - Failed
2003-02-28 - Death
2003-02-28 - Worthless at work
2003-02-27 - Thinner
2003-02-27 - Hot Fudge Sunday
2003-02-26 - Hurt
2003-02-26 - Perfection
2003-02-25 - Welcome back Ana
2003-02-24 - New goals - the return of Ana
2002-12-17 - Why I do it
2002-12-13 - What the fuck is recovery anyway!?
2002-12-13 - Tried to recover
2002-12-07 - Hook, Line and Sinker
2002-12-07 - Disgust
2002-11-28 - Peanut butter
2002-11-27 - Size 7
2002-11-24 - Dizzy
2002-11-23 - The Vow
2002-11-23 - I hate myself
2002-11-19 - Binged
2002-11-15 - BAAAD
2002-11-14 - Cabbage
2002-11-13 - The good thing about Wednesdays
2002-11-12 - Damn frosting
2002-11-12 - How I came to be eating disordered
2002-11-12 - Screwed up
2002-11-12 - Who, What and Why

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