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WAAAAA!!! Why am I not losing!?!?! Ever since I binged on Saturday I have weighed 134.5!! I gained 2 pounds from it! I expected a gain but I also expected it to start to go down again by now. How can I not be losing weight!? I eat less then half of what my body supposedly needs and I have started running instead of walking! Well, the next couple of days better help. I had a tooth extracted on Tuesday and there were some complications. Aparently I don't have any bone between the hole that my tooth was in and my sinus cavity and now I have a hole into my mouth. Its really strange because I can actually hear and feel air flowing from my nose/ear down into my mouth... strange... Sigh... I HAVE to lose weight! I fit really nice into size 9s right now and can squeez into some 7s. I want to be a size 7 damn it! I want to be in the 120s! I am not supposed to run today or tomorrow because of the surgery but maybe I will anyway. I am so sick of this fat body!!! Sick, sick, sick!!! uugh!