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I binged today. I was at Walmart and they had the most HEAVENLY looking pink frosted sugar cookies. They had little colored sprinkles on top even. I had to have some. I ate 7 of them. I got at least half of it up though. I know because I bought two packages of them. Each had 10 cookies in it. My 3 older kids ate one each so that left 7 that I ate from the first box. I know that the kids might tell my husband that they ate pink cookies so I bought the second one to cover my binge. I purged into the first empty container. I weighed it and measured it. My purge filled the whole plastic box even though I didn't eat the whole thing. I dumped it out into the toilet. It was mostly thick like cookie dough because I didn't drink anything with it. Then, I chewed up cookies from the second box and spit them into the first one that I had purged and dumped from until I had a comparable amount of solid stuff. It amounted to about 4 cookies. I got a little more then that up too because after I filled the container with my purge, before I did my comparison thing, I drank 5 glasses of water and purged some more into the toilet. Who knows how much came up then because it was liquidy pink from the water... So... I figure I got about 3/4 of the purge up. Each cookie has 190 calories in it. I ate 7 so that is 1330 calories (YIKES!) but I purged at LEAST 3/4 of that so that leaves just under 2 cookies or 332.5 calories. Thats all I ate all day so not too bad actually. Another good thing is I feel hungry again... I panic when my stomach is full.