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After my terrible talk with my father... I was a mess. It was just yesterday but it feels like years ago. I took a Klonopin for the anxiety and set about to do some magic. I had never attempted magic during a waning moon, and have always been terrified of the crone aspect of the Goddess, but action was more important then thought. I was worried about attempting magic at this time of the month and wondered if it was even worth the try. But I will never doubt the power of wise crone again. I severed the blood shackles that I had attached myself to my father with last night. And was blessed with a wonderful vision. Such details I am supersticious to share with just anyone because it is so sacred to me, but the summary of the vission was as follows: I skipped my stone and watched the ripples spread out from each bounce on the silver surface of the lake of life. I was able to turn from it with a smile and one of the greatest feelings of peace I have ever experienced. I am free.