2002-11-23 - 6:37 p.m.
Most Recent Entries I HATE MYSELF!! HATE, HATE, HATE, HATE!!
I have been eating and puking ALL FUCKING day!!!
I feel like shit and KNOW that I didn't get it all up because my husband is home so I have to be careful...
I am such a disgusting fat pig....
I know the scale will be up tomorrow and that makes me want to die...
Tomorrow I will turn over a new leaf, I SWEAR to fucking God or whoever is listening that I will...
I am going to get down to 130 by this Friday. I WILL do this! No matter what it takes!
And if I die doing it, so fucking what! Should have happened years ago...
God, why the FUCK didn't it? Why am I still here anyway?
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A pound a day - 2006-04-08
Back in black - well in fat anyway - 2006-04-05
Too stupid for my own good - 2004-10-27
The debate - 2004-10-27
To lie or not to lie, that is the question - 2004-10-26